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Monday, July 16, 2007

Emotionalism post no. (lost count)

have anyone dreamt of the future before? was it a nightmare? or was it a nice dream?

well i dreamt of it once. and it was horrible beyond hell. it was a nice dream. but turned out to make my life miserable. they satisfy me, or probably make me happy, but when you're awake, everything is different. all the happiness are gone. and remember.
what you dreamt of are the fond dreams, and where you step on, is the cold reality.

this could be a dream too, of course i wish i am dreaming now, just think, all the cruel moments you have to endure.. i'm sure you would feel the same too, of course, unless you think your life is satisfying you.

maybe just felt too emotional, i'm not really understanding what i'm trying to say.

being forgotten could be useful sometimes, but are you willing to stay alone, and ignored all the while, when others are having fun? sometimes i think the world is unfair, yet, i have to keep the mindset that everyone is fair. everyone is special in their own ways right? lets say you are good in studies, or maybe.. playing some musical instruments or swimming. then what about me? what am i special in? what can i do that would prevent myself from screwing up? some people are born talented in maybe acting. (there are famous professional actors out there)..

teachers or parents or whoever else always say that you will find what you are good in someday. Someday? when, 1 day before i die? or when i'm on my deathbed waiting for the grim reaper to send me away?

something else i want to say. do people have bad memory? do they forget things easily, or they didn't even bother remembering them at the first place? lets say you're new to a school. you move around the class trying to make friends with other people. in 1 day, you make, lets say 15, friends. who knows, maybe you will remember their names hard, or maybe you'll just take it as a joke. other people feels bad if you don't remember their names or call them another name.

sigh~ i think i talk too much. thats it for today. people want me to blog right? here's a emotional post for you. have fun understanding. cause i don't.

春天代表情苗萌芽

夏天就是爱得火热

而秋天就是情怀不再

冬天就是恩断一绝

once upon a time... i dreamed.
|6:51 PM|

Welcome C=

to a land of hopes and dreams, promises and heartbreaks

People should be doubted.
Many people misunderstand this concept.
Doubting people is simply a part of trying to get to know them.
"Trust". The act is without a doubt a very noble one.
but you know, what many people do, that they call "trust"...
Is actually giving up on trying to understand others.
And that has nothing to do with "trust", but is rather apathy.
There are countless people out there who fail to realize that
Apathy is a far more devastating act than doubting others.
The true evil is becoming apathetic about other people.