stars from the promised land

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

heys, long time no blog... i just had nothing to say. i cannot guarentee if this post is going to be nice, or up your satisfaction.

these few days... i just felt that people that i take as friends, doesn't even take me as human. either bully me, or just ignore me, or you would say.. take me as an invisible unit..

im trying to take this as though nothing happened, but to no avail. its useless.. no matter how much i stop thinking about it, another attack appears. people just hit people, and doesn't even bother whether you are hurt or not.

usually... i never have things like this that happens. i just dunno why. am i so fun to be bullied? am i usually bullied cauze im small? am i borned into a miserable life? haiz~ life isn't going well. it'll never be. i swear never to trust anyone with secrets, no one in this world is trustworthy. please do take note, for those people who even bother looking at this post im currently typing.

oh and this question... i'll have to ask people one by one, i guess. some people simply have no opinion, they onlu follow other people's answers. some people might think i am one myself, but i dunno whether i really am such a person. who am i? nobody knows.. only God knows who i really am.

oh well.. and right. the past few days, i joined a group for a drama course. we.. yeah, performed the best in our class, well, im didn't really help much in it, i was more likely the extra one. and somehow, we got the best, probably thanks to the leaader, who self-praised himself as having the 'shakespear brain'. well, i don't really care if he self-praises himself or not, i really think he is really creative and smart. haha, why am i suddenly praising him..

and... our dance test.. i dunno why got dance test lor, im supposedly in choir, people say i can dance, how come? did i take 2 CCA's at once? im not elaborating much on this dance thing. i will just say everyone passed, i fail. i suck. haiz~ actually, i dunno what grades everyone got, and im not in the least interested.

lastly... as for the people who front stabs me and says my blog sucks... i'll have a survey.. which will be asked one person to another. for people who are close to me, and more importantly, people who knows i have a blog at least...

Alright.. i just said everything that i wanted to say. this includes complain, which was typed at the start. time for the ending...

people don't realise they are dreaming

until they are awakened...

once upon a time... i dreamed.
|5:05 PM|

Welcome C=

to a land of hopes and dreams, promises and heartbreaks

People should be doubted.
Many people misunderstand this concept.
Doubting people is simply a part of trying to get to know them.
"Trust". The act is without a doubt a very noble one.
but you know, what many people do, that they call "trust"...
Is actually giving up on trying to understand others.
And that has nothing to do with "trust", but is rather apathy.
There are countless people out there who fail to realize that
Apathy is a far more devastating act than doubting others.
The true evil is becoming apathetic about other people.