stars from the promised land

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

my emotions are in the way. i need to get them less active.

holidays half over. accomplished nothing, well thats pathetic.

well i learnt something new at least, a fallacy. i wonder if i'll ever become charismatic.

once upon a time... i dreamed.
|1:55 AM|

Sunday, September 20, 2009

i've been dreaming a lot these few days..

why?

why do i feel so terrible whenever i wake up?

once upon a time... i dreamed.
|11:52 AM|

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

by the time i finish this post, it should be 11.30pm or so.

i wanted to remember this day, so i deliberately posted now.

of all 4 years in mayflower, people found out my birthday in the fourth year. so those wishes, i'm sorry if i ignored them. i'm just not used to people wishing me. i'm usually the one wishing others, i'm not independent. i can't be, i'm not suited to be..

but everyone has to be independent one day.

a huge thankyous to those who gave me presents. (never received gifts from friends for 3 years xD)

now now. time to sleep- there goes my birthday.

i found out how much a person's birthday mean to a person. it's his or her most precious day to remember, its a joy to share with people your happiness on that day, not to hide it from everyone and keep mum about it.

once upon a time... i dreamed.
|11:25 PM|

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

hm. true self. its not that i never thought of it, maybe just that i never paid any attention to it. what i am to everyone, isn't who i am. those are just what i'm copying people. it's not that its a bad thing too. you shut your secrets away from everyone. at least for me, i don't want to be read like a book.

now is a question to myself, what exactly is my true self? over the years, i don't actually think i lived a life naturally. everything seems so- unnatural.

change? is there a way? i really don't know. i'm already 16. i'm leaving school for further education. but i don't even know what i'm supposed to do now, how can i think about what i'm going to do in the future?

once upon a time... i dreamed.
|9:57 PM|

Welcome C=

to a land of hopes and dreams, promises and heartbreaks

People should be doubted.
Many people misunderstand this concept.
Doubting people is simply a part of trying to get to know them.
"Trust". The act is without a doubt a very noble one.
but you know, what many people do, that they call "trust"...
Is actually giving up on trying to understand others.
And that has nothing to do with "trust", but is rather apathy.
There are countless people out there who fail to realize that
Apathy is a far more devastating act than doubting others.
The true evil is becoming apathetic about other people.